SHATTERED MIRROR

I hear again
whispers, I can’t comprehend
The doctor said
Pills should have taken effect

I can’t recognise
What’s real, what I made up
Now I feel even worse

Headaches again
My thoughts are turning darker
But doctor said
Pills should have taken effect

I try so hard
To remember what happened
Or even how I got here

I want to know
I need to understand
Who I really am?
What I did?
Why my clothes are full of blood?
Why are you here
Staring at me?
Why are my hands tied?
I believe, I wouldn’t hurt anyone

I breathe
Trying to bring back
My memories

If I push myself really hard, I...
I can hear a scream
Begging for mercy that I know
I won’t give

If this is so wrong then why
Does it feel so peaceful?
It felt like the right thing to do

I want to know
I need to understand
Who I really am?
What I did?
Why my hands are full of blood?

But now I know
I understand
Who I really am
What I did
Why my hands are full of blood
I just tried
To put an end
to the one that haunted me for years
Through the shattered mirror